Gots my mojo back

     I've been off from blogging for the longest time and it feels rather exciting to be starting again. All thanks to the lovely Dani who miraculously helped me recover from my god damned depressed state just because of my fucked up romance. Despite the fact that she's approximately 3500 miles away me, she was able to be a big help.

     Some months back, the awesome Dani asked me to write a feature on her blog: awesome in manila which I thought might be good to get over it. I needed a distraction so I accepted. Somehow she made me miss writing- be it intentionally or not. Surely I missed the whole thing. Not just writing, but blogging as well. I stopped writing [and blogging] since I hopped off the creative field and doing it again was a wonderful experience. I'm not a very good writer in my opinion but this is something that I've grown to love. Its become a part of me and I feel that this is some real kick-ass therapy. I've lost a lot and I believe the only way to gain it all back is to start to pick up my stuff and start all over again.

     Writing is one thing but I also like drawing. I used to draw a lot when I was in college but I stopped when I started to fall apart. I do Japanese style anime- taught myself how to do so because I thought it would be fun to be a manga artist one day. But much as I hate to admit, I don't have the talent for it. I'm not too bad, its just that its never good enough.

         So here's one of my drawings. I did intend to cover him some more but I couldn't help it. *ohohoho. You see I previously owned a little page in Y-gallery. (NSFW content!) I [shamelessly] do some gay porn stuff like that and it shows here on how much I've missed the activity. I don't intend to return to the site but I think I'll keep my stuff here. Accomplishing this one makes me feel real happy that I've got my mojo back.

Stick around for more stuff otherwise keep surfing.

Much love,

Natsuhiko